11 February 2008

Side Effects

I've been directing our Stake Choir for my stake's upcoming Stake Conference. The choir is a bit bigger than usual because Elder Scott is going to be at our conference (I know--holy cow!), so lots of people want to sing, which works for me.

There were about 65 people today, and I think that it went really well. Right after practice, we had a stake fireside, and then I came home, chatted with my roommate for a bit, ate dinner, brushed my teeth, and went to bed.

I didn't fall asleep. I'm still up. I've been lying awake for a solid hour now, so I decided that I needed to get up and do some homework or something.

It's an unfortunate side effect of conducting a choir like that--they're really good, and there are a lot of them, and it's a fairly high-pressure situation for me (the biggest choir I've EVER conducted), and they're fantastic, and the songs are really starting to come together, so when I'm directing them, there is a HUGE amount of adrenaline, which was handy for all the things I needed to do this evening, but now, not so much.

Our songs are swirling around in my head. I had to stick my hands firmly under my pillow so that they would stop jerking around and conducting in time with the music. That accomplished very little--my feet started conducting.

My heart is still racing, and the songs won't get out of my head.

If that's what it takes to have a great choir, I guess I'll just deal with it. I'm going to be a sleepy girl tomorrow though...

My homework should put me right to sleep. If that doesn't induce drowsiness, nothing will.

1 comment:

Bre said...

Yes, the ward choir sounds amazing and you are doing an amazing job. Don't you just love all the people who tell you how to direct and lead the music? I seriously wanted to hit some people last night. If you ever want me to, just wink at me and I'll take care of it. I've got your back.